just to make it clear..

serra honey bunn: the worst part is i've meant everything i've said to you gelf: why is that bad? serra honey bunn: i would be quite content to spend forever with you, i think you would make a wonderful husband and friend.. but something extra is missing serra honey bunn: something i find with jack... he's lost a great deal of weight, has become of great value to the company, has been keeping his finances in great order, and is absolutely acing his classwork.. gelf: the fact that im totaly in love with you and really do tink your the one person in the world that there isnt anyone lese as great as would not prevent me from wanting you to be happy serra honey bunn: it feels like he's really come out of the funk he was in for a while.. serra honey bunn: just as i did last year serra honey bunn: and you saying that makes me feel so terrible serra honey bunn: because i love you so much serra honey bunn: i feel absolutely torn... on the one hand like it's what i need to do... especially considering i may be getting back together with jack....

gelf: its really totaly screwed your head up that you can love me and love jack and hav to choose serra honey bunn: on the other hand, i feel i may be doing something incredibly stupid... not only in hurting you (which is stupid as a given), but in saying these things and ending it... a feeling like i could be making totally the wrong decision and missing out on something important.. serra honey bunn: it's exactly as you just said... i don't understand how i can possibly care for both of you in the way that i do and i don't know how to handle it